“Finally! Mistress Praiz is spending time with me 😊”
I knowww. Where else would you rather be?
Watching cat videos on TikTok? Peeping that new Davido whatever-the-fuck Doromi music video? LMAO is that even his song?
I’m clearly faded. Which brings me to why I took out time away from Wonderland to spend cozy time with you gorgeous readers.
Coochie, coochie, coo! Are you cuties okay?
Okay, let’s get serious! Life has shown me 69 shades of shege and the culprits are… DRUMROLLS, PLEASE…
Tinubu
Tinubu
Friends, family and lovers
Tinubu
Let’s tackle number 3. Trust is the most important feature when forming relationships with people and your girl has had a hard time in that department. Heartbreak has been more a consistent friend than trust. And, I’m sorry, I’m too pretty to be dealing with this shit. So, I try to forget using – you guessed it – greens, 042, Mary Jane– whatever you kids call it.
I put it all in a song and that song – titled Amnesia – is coming out on the 20 something of this month!
Subscribe to my Instagram here @madampraizzy for updates. See you cuties soon
Friday new activities I started to support madampraizzy
Today is Friday. I woke up early to check on my seeds, I put my farmseeds in yesterday. My seeds are getting Bigger. How big will my farmseeds grow miss green(e)?
How many days do I have to wait to eat?
Feed the poor. The hungry. The African child
I am hungry mama Greene, how many days till the Ramadan fast is over?
How many days till I can go out?
How many days till I can see my seeds?
Do you think the sun will make them green?
When the sun is gone and I have to go who will take care of my younglings miss Greene?
Ramadan fast just started today and I am the African poor
I am the poor today fast just started, because I do not have food to eat in Africa?
Who will give me food miss green? I want to eat but I cannot in Africa. I can eat but I CANnot eat because i do not have food to eat. Even when the fast is over mama will I still eat in Africa?
Africa is the place of hunger when there is food to eat miss green?
I cannot eat even when I can and the fast is over because I do not have to eat in Africa?
Will any one give to the poor in Africa? Miss green’s African poor is hungry and CANnot eat in Africa.
Will anybody give me miss Greene?
Where can I go to collect my food miss green?
I want to eat, I want to eat be full and have another to eat again when I want to eat when it’s not FAST in Africa.
Miss Greene can you give me I want to eat?
I want to eat Green
My new interest in farming developed after my parents left me to the wild and I had to eat. I started by being a farm caretaker and upscaling to having my own farm after proven myself.
Farmers Market developed from helping my co young African farmers in selling their fresh farm produce.
My partnership with miss green also helped improve this interest in the sense that I can show you, consumers from farmers, market how to cook the fresh farm produce and stay green! Miss gene: healthy eating.
I am on a journey to meet God. It might take me 40 secs or it might take me forever. It depends on my attitude, knowledge, ability to listen and obey. I came in as a baby with no clue of my surroundings. “My parents” said I came in from Favour. I heard Jesus came in from Mary and she was a Virgin. Mary threw Jesus a gift party as the son of God or THE GOD. I didn’t even get a grande welcome on earth, instead, I got my dad lifting me up, blasting in tongues and declaring I will preach and do nothing else but serve God.
Teenage me took all this as trash talk, I set out to experience this new place called earth. I wanted to know everything, create as many feelings with the people till I heard (in migos voice), we eventually have to pass away. It’s only momentary. Earth makes me want to live in the moment. Have an experience because in the next second it’s all over.
I’ve had tons of experiences, they called my curiosity “wilding” or “hoeing”. I was just having a good time while I still have my joystick. ** you know in heaven you can’t fuck yea. (I know this because “my dad” is the BISHOP).
Out of all the things I got to know about and experience, I always felt sad. I have money and friends and my life is screaming perfect but one thing is lacking. I need to experience G̶o̶d̶ Love. I need G̶o̶d̶ Love to take me on a ride in his back and he’ll have big strong arms to pick me up and the perfect tools to P̶i̶c̶k̶ fix things in my life. My own personal Mr. Fix It.
I want to feel G̶o̶d̶ Love, I want to know God, I want to be chilled with God. I don’t want to Fake it, i’m tired of faking ascendency 😩. After visiting many churches and seeing a lot of Pastors that are Fake (list of fake pastors in Enugu) (boxing ring)
I’m just trying to make a connection w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶G̶o̶d̶ nowadays. So desperate to feel love
I always felt like God forgot about me and he didn’t care. Like I was just too bad. 🥴☹️ I never really believed God loved me. I didn’t think my parents loved me, my ex boyfriends never loved me, I didn’t think anyone could love me.
These day something has changed. Since I started quarantining in Cold nights God visits me with a love gift 🎁 and a love seed 💰 in his arms. He gives me tight hugs 🤗 . I love hugs😩. He sends a lot of love🧡🧡🧡 and shares messages that lightens my heart.🤩
It’s a special relationship we have. Nothing like I heard other people preach about.
God loves me
God loved me through it all, Mr provider came running. God loved me even when I was beaten up, messed up, treated myself badly, he still chose to stay and love me.
Join your faith together with my faith to attract your desires from Mr. Provider to your storehouse
Do you have a personal relationship with God. Leave a comment and share. Also, if you want the list of the fake pastors let me know 🤪 Enjoy your day. Sending you love and light 🧡 💡
I’m graduating late 2020, when I should’ve graduated EARLY 2019! So, what kept me waiting for… a whole bloody year? I’m taking questions… anyone?
Yeah, you in the back? Oh, was I a dumbass with a carry over? Good question. I wish I was dumb; then I’d proudly be representing the Young, dumb, and full of cum movement. But they revoked my membership when they found a picture of me nude and holding a calculator.
Fuck you, brains!
Next question? Please, louder for those at the back. Is my lecturer trying to sleep with me? DING DING DING, we have a winner. I have a naughty naughty professor moment. I mean, I know I’m attractive af. Look at me. Now back at your girl. Now back at me. C’mon.
Despite how humorously I’m narrating this ordeal, it’s quite a big deal. A year of my life I could’ve used inventing the very first time machine – POOF. Gone! This dirty, old man offered me an ultimatum:
“Sleep with me or remain here.”
I am living a cliche Nollywood movie right now, basically. For obvious reasons, I cannot give out the name of the uni I’m in or the lecturer, so. Tell me what you’d do if in my shoes.
According to the dictionary via Siri a Saint is one who has an exceptional degree of holiness or likeness or closeness to God. While a Sinner is a person who transgresses against law by committing an immoral act/acts.
Mad oh! This definition is easy to understand, we are all saints and sinners. Ok let me talk for myself first, I am GOOD GIRL but sometimes I do bad things.
Becoming a child of God and still stuck in bad habits is not something to beat yourself up for, there are ways you can overcome these struggles, one step at a time. Sing with me… one step at a time, only one step at a time, this is the way to victory one step at a time.
In those days before anything like social media being a saint means NEVER be caught commiting sin which they called wearing any hair color that is not black, dancing in a party or to naira maley’s soapy, drinking acholol and smoking ibo. Thanks to social media pioneering modern society everything has changed. Definition of saint has watered down. Youths are saved and under so much ‘grace’ so it’s earlier to be a saint on Sunday and a party animal on Friday night at Gustavo Cubana. That’s why in parties you can always find those people that would be forming like they are the highest born again IN PARTY oh, instead of you to carry your holier than Mary self and go to night vigil mtcheew. Ah! Make we no reason their matter now cos eh go long.
Before we go into who says what is good and what is bad, does doing a bad thing make me a sinner? Does it mean if I kiss a boy I’m going to hell? Is smoking a sin? Is laughing at someone when they trip and fall on an act of sin?
All our questions and more would be answered and broken down in a series titled SAINTS AND SINNERS airing on my YouTube channel Thursday’s and Friday. I have invited a prophetess because we need to sit and talk with religious leaders let them tell us which sin will take me to hell fire and which one is heavenly race before I start running abi?
More details would be posted on my IG page @praizzy_ in the meantime what is your idea of sin and this heavenly race, also if you have questions you need our guest to respond to leave a comment too so we can dissect it ka azu.
This blog is basically an intro to the new waves. I’ve accepted my calling and I will take all of you along with me. Say Praise Maria Amen!
Is marriage the ultimate escape plan for the economic melt down in your life
lord i need my own Ned Nwoko. when would my turn come.
Our mothers educate us for it by prepping the image of a good virtuous wife in our young receptive minds. As a girl child is marriage my ultimate prize? yes, i agree marriage is a milestone,( a thing of joy, something to be happy about) but it should not be exhibited as a woman’s only goal nor should being a good WIFE MATERIAL be our only identity. why do women have to forget about their goals and aspirations? as women we often tend to get hyper attached and obsessed with a new relationship. we become easy prey of having no identity outside on and off relationships with city boys while playing BAE.
Sugar let’s stay on our grind in march. put in the work babe and march forward in all areas of your life. Abeg at the early age of 20s, mum’s, we should be getting to know ourselves and be able to take ourselves out on a date without a man and even chill with the girls on Sunday night. My own take for all this marriage talk na marriage no be something we suppose destroy and build our destiny around. younger girls you are going to be a person after marriage who will that be?
Ada writes us: growing up, as a little girl i’ve always frowned at the idea of marriage and tieing your life and destiny around a man you don’t even know, giving him your head and stepping down to the position of neck. Tueeh! most times in the marriage it will reach to the point of been summoned to a family meeting ( when you get to that point of family meeting your case is critical, you know yeah). Fighting for men aka ride or die, care bear, set awon nurse, oshey lover person and chef chi women geng. cry cry baby has blinded our eyes especially eyes of women to the thought we can’t do anything without men or their cheap offers.
Close your eyes i want to pray! There is a women reading this, you may still be held under the shackles, the chain of the devil, choosing to remain bound by ignorance God said i should tell you today deliverance has come to you and your household! you are a free woman! you can make your own money, your head is not blocked, you know what you want to eat baby.
Anytime i share my views on marriage with older women a lot verbally attack me, some shout at me. in my head i’m like must everyone want to marry, like shouting is supposed to make me change my mind mtcheew, those women in my church even whats app me scriptures on the importance of a wife who builds her home and should submit and serve a man not even God… me i have my own head and it works efficiently i even have the mind of Christ join, i can think for my self. My own man would serve me like queen ester, he will wash my feet like Jesus washed the disciples feet and feed me the way Jesus fed the 5000. I am his goddess and he must obey!
What do you think? Share your thoughts.
is the bliss of marriage worth all the sacrifice?
Has a woman failed in life if she does not marry?
As a woman is my only fulfillment found in marriage and being a mother?
So below i’m going to share with you 5 tips that i utilized in my life from a very, very young age that has contributed to my success and is continuing to do so today.
These are things that would work for just about everyone.
so lets get started.
I Became A Seasonal Reader
Reading one book can change your life. you don’t have to try and compete with bill gates who reads 50 books per year.
Omoh to be honest, i don’t like reading, it takes time before i finish a book but i still force/ encourage myself to read it. I came across this article where bill gates reads 50 books a year, i tapped myself and was like, Praise, you no go wan be bill gates? I feel no matter what you read and hear you have to be ready to change and take the first step, if not, you will end up becoming a wisdom bank, a human library. I’ve read a couple of books that changed my life like the science of getting rich by Napoleon Hill, Outwitting the devil by Napoleon Hill, Nice Girls Don’t Get Rich by lois P Frankel, and others If you’re like me and still learning to read, Audio books are a great alternative source of knowledge and you tube videos. One out of these billionaire recommended books may change your life: ⦁ 13 things that mentally strong people don’t do by Amy Morin: ⦁ how to stop worrying and start living by Dale Carnegie. ⦁ how will i measure my life? by Clayton M. Christensen. James Allworth ⦁ emotional intelligence by Daniel Goleman ⦁ awareness by Anthony de mello ⦁ money and the law of attraction(learning to attract wealth, health and happiness) by esther and jerry hicks
if my book is open, your mouth should be closed
I Stopped Sending Nudes
I just woke up one fateful day and decided to check my whatsapp, I opened a threat message saying my snapchat has been hacked into and my nudes where found, the hacker said he was going to release it on Sunday in church, my heart suck and was too heavy, i wailed called my cousin sister and wailed some more all the sorry they were telling me fell to deaf ears, i told God no be like this i want take turn Kim Kardashian. Sending nudes to a boy is risky even if he is your husband, it can get into the wrong hands bleh bleh bleh you already know. but you know the self confidence and drive in taking nude pictures is powerful, i don’t think we can stop you girls from doing it. so i suggest posting on only fans if you must post. at least you’re making money while fueling your confidence. be wise! if you don’t want to post but you want to look subscribe to my only fans
report this rapist
I Started Taking Action
When i accepted no matter how hard i wish, i have to put in some kind of work to manifest what i want. Have you seen all those manifestion quotes and get so excited about all the positive love, support, strength, courage, spiritual growth, popularity, fame, self discovery, new sense of purpose and your dream car you’re about to manifest in 30 days only to get disappointed with it does not turn out that way. i have wished so hard to make money while i sleep wareen buffet style. i wished i would wake up one day without depression and i’ll be deeply healed but all those thing get to manifest only when you start taking action towards it. As a Pentecostal child I’ve always been on the new wave and understood the power of the mind. i know my present circumstance is a product of my thought, but i also know that faith without work is dead . After having faith like a muster seed and you refuse to go to your farm to hoe, when others are harvesting you will just be watching because you did not plant seeds of action. so you gatta work bitch (plays Britney spears)
I made a Promise To My Self and Focused On It
I started keeping the promises i made to myself. the day i discovered living with integrity means not settling for less than what i know i deserve. i started asking for what i want and need from others. i chose to speak my truth even though it may create conflict or tension. keeping your promise to yourself means living in ways that are in harmony with your personal values. it means deciding to make choices based on what you believe and not what others believe. Next i had to make peace and understand myself, after going on dates with myself, and asking myself hard core questions i decided never to compromise. I don’t lick ass, never will, so if i’m offered shit i say NO. I’ve gotten so used to saying No it’d take grace to make me say yes.
Flexing is not a Sin
I chose to live not only survive. life is hard is an unconscious slogan Nigerians love and live by. everyone is so focused on survival to stop for a second to appreciate the gift of living. we are all here to risk it all because what’s the point of having wings if you spend your whole life living in a cage so chose to have fun while surviving. I don’t know if that makes sense to you. It got to the point you guys started calling me Commissioner for enjoyment because I cannot come and kill myself by myself. Even if government tries to show us pepper or situations show themselves, we are more than conquerors. life is paramount to crisis, if you see someone going through it, don’t mock them, the greatest thing you can do is help or pray for the person, after that you flex.
So many things have sparked a transformation in my life but these ones are just too special i had to share with you. Abeg make this no turn one sided reaction. share tips that has the most impact on your transformation journey so i can be more like you
The Ugly Truth About Why Men Tag Women as HOEs or Gold Diggers?
If a man says he cares about you and your well being and isn’t only out to use you for his selfish and sexual needs then giving women money is a way for her to advance her life. It’s like men don’t want women to flourish and make money. Is my man a broke or stiny man?
Dear sugar, i am obsessed and codependent on a man what can i do? Our reply: sugar, just get yourself a cute smart nokia torch and a new number. give this new number to men you like only. ⦁ leave that nokia touch at home when you go out. ⦁ only respond to a mans calls or message after your day is over and all your main tasks has been handled. ⦁ a man must know he needs to make solid plans to see you. all this endless text messaging to get to know a guy is so 2GO. ⦁ deny that guy your attention. become indifferent towards a man. all men should feel a sense of achievement for having access to you. ⦁ ladies last but not the least let us remember to put ourselves first because men have put women last.
let us start by detaching ourselves from every situation that no longer serves our growth, nature and honor as a goddess. Speak highly of yourself, demand and accept compliment and praise with your chest.
If he is calling you ashawo when you ask him for money is it because he is broke or because he is stingy? no need to be checking horoscopes and disturbing fairy god mother, your man is a bum!get a new one or better still focus on yourself and use him as a toy. A man that cares about you would want to see you happy, he would emulate Jesus in the ways he loves you, Jesus died for you, so your man is supposed to TRY for you at least, because i know most men are not ready to die for any woman only their mothers. He should try by fixing your hair and nails, bringing money for basic needs and personal upkeep, taking care of his goddess, the woman that has brought him favor. A man who loves you wants to see you win, he likes to spend his money on you, no need to tag you a hoe or gold digger because he has plenty money to spend on you. It does not move him when he shows his baby love. The only men that talk thisbabe go chop you are broke men.
empty pockets makes the loudest noise
Sugar is your man cutting from your wife material and using it to sew his own clothe? Is he using emotional blackmail to tie you down in poverty? have you been diagnosed with the virus called dickmatization? Because you are under my grace, reading my blog post and remain connected via my other social media channels you are delivered from any limitation set for you by a man.
I speak peace to that overthinking brain telling you you can’t and should not leave him, Peace, Peace, Peace to that shaking inexperienced voice telling you he is the best, Peace to that bank account you’re using to buy him food, receive the mind of Christ and sense in the name of the lord . Praise Maria
I want you to do something for me can you? take your self out, don’t say you don’t have money, go and borrow from your neighbor, borrow from your boyfriend, i don’t care, take yourself out, use the hashtag #savedfromboy i’ll be watching and checking oo *kisskiss
Hi. It’s been two months not since I dropped my official single Mr.
It’s about questioning my significant other about their love for me and how I don’t want no time wasting. It’s all the love or carry your love and go. I’m maintaining this energy in every area of my life. I unfollowed a bunch of people on social media because this love is one sided. They wouldn’t post my video. I did a freestyle video for mayos geng and they’d rather post randoms in their story but wouldn’t support me.
It sucks.
I never really get the love I give ,so I’m saving all my love for myself. It’s February and I have no valentine. I’m practicing a lot of self love and discovery. This journey is tough and seems lonely but I’m ready to travel this path and give it my all.
Diary of a Pastor's Daughter 